Buddy Love

Back above the ground

I was lost but now I’m found

Couldn’t love myself

Always had to look around

Deep in my scars

And I felt like I had drowned

And all the women laughed

I thought I was a clown

I really don’t know when this darkness came around

It’s just something about this shit that always get me down

I guess being fat helped a **** with the sound

Now I see why God

I’m the leader now

This was written

Look at me spitting

Talk about things that I was given

Life was given

Questioned living

So a **** was slipping

Just a fat **** that never had shit

Now a **** rapping now they all up on my dick

Now it’s over for that

Cannot go for that

Nah I ain’t known for that

So I’m over that

You better move with that

Feeling like doja cat

It’s slow for that

Turned cold for that

Now I ain’t noticed that

I ain’t going back

Nah I ain’t going back

I said I’m vulnerable

I gotta tell you/

What I mean

All these smiles baby

But this ain’t what it seems/

Inside me baby

I got scars that you can’t see

Insecurities

But this shit ain’t Buddy Love

Buddy Love

It ain’t all love

Used to joke on a **** damn

Just because

Said I couldn’t get bitches

I was a dub

Said only time I got some wet

If I’m in a tub

He said ****/ uh-uh

You ain’t blowing up

You and that rapping **** you better let it up

If you think you could get her

**** you better wake up

He really spoke my thoughts

Then I piped up

Took the grind serious so I had to stack up

Never was in shape always had a shape up

This is volume one so it’s just a warm up

I got so much confidence

It’s time to turn it up

Now it’s over for that

Cannot go for that

Nah I ain’t known for that

So I’m over that

You better move with that

Feeling like doja cat

It’s slow for that

Turned cold for that

Now I ain’t noticed that

I ain’t going back

Nah I ain’t going back

I said I’m vulnerable

I gotta tell you

What I mean

All these smiles baby

But this ain’t what it seems

Inside me baby

I got scars that you can’t see

Insecurities

But this shit ain’t Buddy Love