BURNIN'

If I’m being honest, at times I feel like I don’t deserve any of this,

that it’s all one big lie

I fall for it, caught up in make believe

internal demons continue to haunt me

My brain feels like it’s on fire

Am I the only one?

Who wants to run away? don’t wanna feel like this anymore

Is there a better place?

Where I can hide away? I know i’ve tried this all before

Burnin, burnin, burninn, Burnin down

Burnin, burnin, burnin, burnin down

Please save me from myself

BPD got me on my knees, gasping for air, and I just can’t breathe

Doctors tell me “stay busy” or “just act normal” . What is normal?

Isolate, dissociate, try to do the next right thing

But I don’t know

Am I the only one?

Who wants to run away? don’t wanna feel like this anymore

Is there a better place?

Where I can hide away? I know i’ve tried this all before

Burnin, burnin, burnin, Burnin down

Burnin, burnin, burnin, burnin down

Please save me from myself

Feel so inadequate

Can't seem to get intimate

Keep people at a distance

Scared of my own existence

Feels like I'm Burnin, burnin, burnin, Burnin down

I'm burnin, burnin, down, down, down