Retrograde

I don't wanna run but

I don't wanna face it

Movin backward in circles on the same s$@#

Imma bout to hop up in the mutha f$@#in spaceship

Blast off and I'm gone and gonna say s*#@

Words collapse and ricochet

All these patterns feel the same

We slow down to hurry up and wait

We are spiraling down a retrograde

Feelings always been a thing I could not master

After all this time I find that I'm still a disaster

I still slip, I lose my grip, and honestly I'm falling faster

How far can I get stuck on an orbit that is going backwards

Collapse and ricochet

All these patterns feel the same

We slow down to hurry up and wait

Oh what if, we could just be still

Still enough to know what it's like to live

When words collapse

Words collapse

Words collapse

Words collapse

Words collapse

Words collapse

Words collapse