I'm prideful but I'm deep in denial

Thinking I could rely on nobody else, I'd be good by myself

I build my walls up, thinking I couldn't be touched

But I held in way too much and I tried to hide from judging eyes

Now I'm slowly sinking, caving, try to fight it but I can't breathe

Chest is heavy, hands are numb, I'm tired but I can't sleep

Choking on my pride, my tongue is tied and now I find myself reaching out for help

I could really use your help right now

Fight or flight, I feel I don't know how to stand on my own or which way to go

I'm waiting but I'm losing my patience

Heavy heart, I can't take it

The weight of it is weighing on me, I'm trying to be okay

But I'm slowly sinking, caving, try to fight it but I can't breathe

Chest is heavy, hands are numb, I'm tired but I can't sleep

Choking on my pride, my tongue is tied and now I find myself reaching out for help (help)

I could really use your help right now (I could really use your help right now)

Fight or flight, I feel I don't know how to stand on my own or which way to go

Did I wait too long to ask?

Is it too late to call you back?

I've had enough, I feel like letting go

Help, I could really use your help right now

Falling under and I don't know how

Help, I could really use your help right now

Fight or flight, I feel I don't know how to stand on my own or which way to go

Help (I feel I don't know how to stand on my own or which way to go)

I need (I need), I need (I need), I need help

I need help