I Still

And there you were

You broke my heart

And tore it apart

Did you ever for a second

Get to think of how hurtful it was

'Cause a knife to my stomach

Would have felt so much better

And there I was

Thinking it's my fault

But it wasn't at all

And now I'm here all wounded

And alone in this haunting mess

I wish I could just get it all of my chest

So I started to pick up

The bracelets you gave me

Threw them away just so I could feel peace

And I wonder if it also happens to you

But I guess you're still fine

'Cause you just walked right through me but

Don't you know I still

Imagine the palms of your hands

Running through my hair

And I still feel the cozy warmth of your touch

Is it too much that I wish you still cared?

I still imagine what our days would have been

If we hadn't been so lost in our heads

And I still wonder if we both had a chance

Would you choose to do it again?

Another day goes by

All the texts I sent

You haven't replied

All the footsteps lead me here

Standing at your front door

Maybe we're just not meant for more

I tried to say hello

Tried to act all normal

But in my head

All the pictures of us

When our friends were still calling us a couple

Keep replaying back and forth

So I picked up the memories

And stomped them with my feet

Yearning to forget all of the misery

Then I put them in a box

Locked them with a key

Threw them into the flame

As a hope to be free but

Don't you know I still

Imagine the palms of your hands

Running through my hair

And I still feel the cozy warmth of your touch

Is it too much that I wish you still cared?

I still imagine what our days would have been

If I hadn't been so lost in our heads

And I still wonder if we both had a chance

Would you choose to do it again?

The reflections upon

The kaleidoscope you gave me

All faded into a monochrome I hated

It'd rather just scream in black and white

Just to remind me that you're no longer mine

All the pain all the sorrow have all come collected

To build myself up for another tough lesson

Guess there's nothing I can do

Except for saying I miss you

But don't you know I still

Imagine the palms of your hands

Running through my hair

And I still feel the cozy warmth of your touch

Is it too much that I wish you still cared?

I still imagine what our days would have been

If I hadn't been so lost in our heads

And I still wonder if we both had a chance

Would you choose to do it again?

I still imagine my hands on your chest

When you held me in you arms

And told me I was the best

Yeah I, I still imagine your eyes into mine

Made me feel like 17 again

I miss you

I wish you well

I miss you

I wish you well

I miss you

I wish you well

I miss you

I miss you