Lost to the Night

It's 11am and the taste of stale cigarettes linger on my breath

The scars of another memory lost to the night

I turn to grab a hold of you

I feel your skin slipping through

And there's nothing I can do

Why could I never see who you wanted me to be

Why can't I move on?

That intoxicating feeling of being high all the while feeling so low

If you could hear me scream would you let me know

I'm drowning in a flood of doubt

Too breathless to scream or shout

Oh no oh no

Why could I never see who you wanted me to be

Why can't I move on?

My thoughts are cold

Couldn't turn this house into a home

It's time to let go

The nights are so cold in here

My body frozen from the inside

With stolen skin over hollow shells

This can't be real

I just need to know

Why could I never see who you wanted me to be

Why can't I move on?