WHOLE LIFE

You broke me in pieces and

You played me the victim, been

So long since I had you

So long inside this loop

No way in, no way out, what am I living?

Wanna lay in the now but I can’t when I’ve

Spent my whole life

Thinking 'bout how it could have been

Spent my whole life

Tryna find what the feeling is

Spent all this time

Without it

Spent my whole life

Thinking 'bout how it could have been

Just thinking 'bout how it could have been

Thinking 'bout how it could have been

I’m missing this warmth I knew

No memory just visions of you

So long the days we spent

So long my mind’s been here

Every year, every hour, what am I living?

Wanna lay in the now but I can’t when I’ve

Spent my whole life

Thinking 'bout how it could have been

Spent my whole life

Tryna find what the feeling is

Spent all this time without it

Spent my whole life

Thinking 'bout how it could have been

Just thinking 'bout how it could have been

Yeah, I was only nine, it was summertime

Feeling so alive but I couldn’t see that left hook coming

Took me by surprise, Daddy called me crying

That shit freaked me out, that shit really made my heart start jumping

Mama sat me down, head was getting loud

Getting loud, man I couldn't hear a word she's talking

I was on fire on the inside

Tryna find us, 'boutta spend my whole life without it

Without it

Without it

Without it

Without it (My whole life)

Thinking 'bout how it could have been

Just thinking 'bout how it could have been

Thinking 'bout how it could have been

Yeah, thinking 'bout how it could have been

My whole life, thinking 'bout how it could have been

My whole life, thinking 'bout how it could have been