okay. (Demo) (2016)

I don't know if I've been worse

I don't know if I can change

But right now, I don't think, I don't think that I'm okay

I felt a year's worth of sadness catching up with me

The sky that I painted to silence the grey days, bleeds til there's nothing

Bleeds 'til there's nothing left

I don't know if I've been worse

I don't know if I can change

But right now, I don't think, I don't think that I'm okay

I don't think that I'm okay.

I don't think that I'm okay

In unfamiliar surroundings, shaking restlessly

I confess to a stranger

She puts pen to paper

Listens in silence with empty condolence

And how foreign it felt

When I opened my mouth and heard the truth come out

(I heard the truth come out)

I've been running away

A tired rest from the pain

My only novocaine (my only novocaine)

I don't know if I've been worse

I don't know if I can change

But right now, I don't think, I don't think that I'm okay

I don't think that I'm okay. I don't think that I'm okay.

So keep your "It'll get better's" and I'll keep my "I'll be just fine's"

I'll show you flashes of colours and hide behind bouquets of lies

So keep your "It'll get better's" and I'll keep my "I'll be just fine's" (I'll be just fine)

I'll show you flashes of colours and hide behind bouquets of lies

I don't know if I've been worse

I don't know if I can change

But right now, I don't think, I don't think that I'm okay

I don't think that I'm okay. I don't think that I'm okay.

I don't think that I'm okay.