These nights it's cold under the blanket

Since you're no longer snuggling in

Just because I'm so independent

Doesn't mean that I don't want somebody near

I wish our love had been perfect

Would you admit it wasn't working

Don't know why I'm romanticizing

'Cause it ain't easy dealing with all of this pain

You think I'm alright 'cause I don't let nobody in

I'm confronted with an ocean of emotions and I'm surfing

Ain't gon' lie, this shit goes deeper than my skin

Gotta process what's within

You don't see beneath the surface

And I see it don't serve me anymore

And if this is love, then I'd rather be alone

I'm done holding on

Yeah, I'd rather be alone

If I could

Wouldn't change it

Now I'm good

'Cause you're fading

If I could

Wouldn't change it

Now I'm good

'Cause you're fading

Even if I could

Wouldn't change a thing about it

Now I've understood

What's most important

I'm revealing feelings and it may hurt

Riding the wave

At least I ain't drowning

And I guess it will take a couple songs till I can say I truly won this war

But I would walk away again

'Cause we're way past making amends

You'd say I ruined our romance

I think we weren't even friends

Learning to love myself a lot

And I know when enough is enough

Not under any circumstances will I let me down again

I'm too precious

If I could

Wouldn't change it

Now I'm good

'Cause you're fading

If I could

Wouldn't change it

Now I'm good

'Cause you're fading