Tattoo Tears

Aright, the mist turned and I'm a blurred blood rivalry

Aright, I might hear it from bro, yeah

'Til, 'til I'm tired of insecurities eatin' away at me (I'm engaged beautiful, aren't you?)

It's like, man, I've been in the trenches, am I supposed to be?

Like runnin' to the drug trade, like every time I touch my feet

If somethin' beats nothin', guess that somethin' ain't enough for me

And shit, I'm tired of bein' fat, breath short and I can't walk long

Build my platform up, but is it somethin' that I can stand on?

Give my kids the world and if I love ya, I'ma stand on

Principal mortality (yeah), contracts and legalities

Some time to make the plot twist (yeah), you'll get hit for salaries

Relationships ain't workin' for me (nah), family think I'm holdin' back (urgh)

They can't get no money outta me, hopin' I don't lose a sack

I done fucked out more bread than you ever seen or ever gotten

And pressure bust pipes, interrogation, it make **** rad

Shout down these bitches, tryin' to get in where they fittin' at

Bitch, I ain't got shit to give you, purses don't get into that (uh-huh)

Concreted baby, watered boy, noodles boilin', cookin' crack

I'm tired of havin' suicidal thoughts and homicidal dreams

Kids gotta go back to school, now I'm out back sellin' green

Tired of takin' 20 steps forward and 35 back

I can stack a brick up all due as if 45 flat

While barred from a ****, ****, he don't plan to pay him back

**** gettin' flustered, or gettin' and playin' with their sack

All my kids don't never knock, they just bust right through the door

Bodies drop around me, Grim Reaper see me gettin' close

So, get OC, I get 'em hope, yeah, shit, my family say I give em' hope

Far East say I give em' hope, then music shit like sellin' dope

Yeah, I can take this shit, it's gettin' close

And I swallow purse to coke, bitches, SMZ to Coke

Yeah, ****, hang up, and I leave the rope

And you'd better not drop the soap, your receiver will never spoke

Yeah, 'cause pops still don't tell on his soul

And my granny gettin' old and tears flowin' hard to hold

And it's all harder to understand, I know she didn't pray

She got to see me turn into a man, I just keep on pushin' (push and push), ****

Reachin' for a helpin' hand, ain't nobody gave me shit, scratch your name up off the list

And your bitch like takin' dick, yeah, **** robbin', we ain't takin' shit

SMZ, the money click, watch who you get money with, yeah

****, watch who you get money with, yeah

(Watch your fuckin' eye and play with me, babe)

The shit heard I feel like my main man's, he don't believe in me, brat, I know it took a minute

He post account his cheese with me, I know **** age different (are you with me?)

Some of us get paid different, bitch, we built this shit together (I know it)

Yeah, we locked in forever, tattooed tears, they mean forever, yeah (mean forever)

****, tattooed tears, they mean forever, yeah, SMZ, the money click, yeah (mean forever)

Shit, I'm tired of havin' suicidal thoughts and homicidal dreams

Kids gotta go back to school, now I'm out back sellin' green

Tired of takin' 20 steps forward and 35 back

I can sack a brick up all due as if 45 flat

While barred from a ****, ****, you don't plan to pay them back (eh, hmm)

Make one call and get you whacked, yeah, that's right, SMZ for real

Some of us get paid different, you know, we age different (some of us get paid different)

Yeah, this shit, my fuckin' gangsta shit, man, SMZ for real