Night

Wait

Where did you go

Where

Where did I go

Where am I right now

Oh

Don't tell me I'm back here again

Oh no

Outside for the night

I don't ever get the plot

Seems like all the thoughts I have

Bout if I make it out or not

Ain't really gone do me justice

Ain't keeping me on the top

Who would've thought

That I'd be back where I started

Straight from the drop

Feel the flames

Burning through my veins

I just need a break

To take away

From all the effort put in

Every single day

I wanna stay

Where I wanna stay

Don't tell me what's my place

I'm bout to prove somebody wrong

If you thinking that I'm insane

I'll admit

I think I started losing

Pieces of myself

I made a promise

Of honesty

It's a feature of my health

I found some solace

In a goddess

But she ain't seen what I was dealt

I got some cards in my pockets

It's even demons needing help

They wanted change

I seen the guilt that built my wealth

Had me in chains

I seen the feelings that they sell

When you enraged

I seen some demons help me out

When I was sleeping with a mouse

But if you laying with the rats then you

Is likely in a cage

I was swiping at the page

Turning letters to a stage

Selling lessons and messages

To my people who's ashamed

Only love can really save

When you feel the damage drain

And you know the trauma stays from what you saw

Left me soft spoken with a broken jaw

Life can lock me up inside her pretty claws

Asking questions and testing the tolerance

Of bending laws

I was twelve with the .22

But now at 22 I just can't justify it all

I ain't tryna shoot a shot

And I'm just tryna live tomorrow

Live with my family escaping from the sorrow

Take it to the moon

I want my music like Apollo

God of the sun

But God's the only one

To keep me anchored to reality

When all I want is done