Guardown

This song hit different from the backseat

Throwing up in the back of the taxi

Don't think I'ma make it to your track meet

Pretty sure I said about the same thing last week

And I ain't even worried about my acne

Or the bl-bl-bloodstains on my Khakis

Just wanna act like I know what's up

When I got your eyes staring at me

Sold my soul to be with you just one more night

Lost my character and pride

Man, I hope I'm just your type

Yeah, yeah

If I take my mask off will we be alright?

'Cause I don't wanna hide, no

I don't wanna hide, no

I chop myself in two

I'm tailor-made for you

And everything I do

Is tailored just for you

For you, for you

I chop myself in two

But my stitches got too loose, too loose, yeah, yeah

Do you still think I'm cute

When I let my guard down?

I don't think you do

These smiles been starting to feel so numb

And I hold your hand like a loaded gun

My brain's turning to mush

But I think we might still be having fun, yeah

Though I breathe so well when you disappear

I still kinda wish that you were here

Just tryna love myself but I dont know who's inside my mirror

Sold my soul to be with you just one more night

Lost my character and pride

Man, I hope I'm just your type

Yeah, yeah

If I take my mask off will we be alright?

'Cause I don't wanna hide, no

I don't wanna hide, no

I chop myself in two

I'm tailor-made for you

And everything I do

Is tailored just for you

For you, for you

I chop myself in two, oh-oo-oo

Do you still think I'm cute?

No, I don't think you, I don't think you do

(My next birthday is 23)

(So soon)

(I didn't do anything at 22)

(I don't think it should count)