looking for you

I'm looking for you in the pictures that I took

When it felt like I was already at the bottom

What if I mistook

Something pretty good

For something just waiting when I want it

Stay down

Laid down

Something wrong

Stay down

Can't get out

Of feeling raw

Everything splits in two

Before and after you

I can't get back to what I wanted

What if I construe

A version of the truth

That keeps me held up until I'm honest

Laid down

Stay down

Something wrong

Laid down

Can't get out

Of feeling raw