Electrendo

As I let the pen find its way to the paper

I think I really should stop putting things off to later

Cause it got to a point I became a hater

Bitter that's why I'm writing filling up this letter

Started out as quiet Saturday night

The mood was going out but I stayed in and I wrote

Anything I can to show myself that I fight

I know I gotta go for sure but something's not right

I had a big shock (electroshock) hard to believe it

The question is what will I do with it?

Use this verse as a nurse cause I need healing

Can't really shake this feeling that I'm still in

And for now

After the tossing and turning

The cussing and burning

The fussing and learning

That my next move might be one that'll hurt me, it's hard

You think you're dealt a good hand till others show their card

Electrendo

Not an end no

This has gone too far I know I gotta let go

I really didn't think it woulda gone so far

I really didn't think I woulda hit the bottom bar

Punching the air, the walls, the couch too

Cause I really didn't know I was not in tune

I gotta scrape the bottom

There's nothing else to see

Can only go up from there

I need some clarity

I am not that strong, is that so?

Very strange it was all good just a week ago

Electrendo, Trendo

This shot was personal, need to let go

The thing kicked in like a thousand expresso

I'm being challenged but I don't want to fail that test though

Electrendo, Trendo

Don't wanna be sounding sentimental

I'm trying to show you that it's more than just a gamble

Let me explain though

I went down

And from there it only went crescendo

Electrendo

Not an end no

The things you got for certain are not so certain anymore

They're not just closing a curtain they might just close a door

How did I come to lose, it was a win

How did we become enemies, you were a friend

I'm moving away, I get out and get up

Can't take this thing anymore I'm so fed up

I got a wake up call and I don't wait at all

Feel like I hit the wall, these things get fatal dawg

Don't think you've seen it all, but

I can never be mad you took the best of me

I can only be mad I let this gets to me

Electrendo

Not an end no

I'm taking off

I'm tired of your bullshit I took enough

Electrendo

Not an end no

The blood sweat and tears gon' make you cough

The blood sweat and tears do come with a cost

Electrendo

Not an end no

Hun

My Electrendo Trendo

You took me down but that's the end though

I'm the one

You almost got me off almost got me gone

But I chose otherwise so now

I'm on to the next one

On to the next one