I am changing, but I'm changing for the worse

And I dream of all the things I want to say

But I never find the words

I could shut up, hmm, and maybe that's what I should do

Slowly tearing down myself again until I feel brand new

My innocence brought on experience

Just to go to hell and back

I guess I embody that

Fell off the face of the earth

Searching for that alien within

Imagine just how much it hurts

Searching for that alien within

Give and get back, but then I give away too much

They built me up to something I can't reach

No wonder I lost touch

My innocence brought on experience

Just to go to hell and back

I guess I embody that

Fell off the face of the earth

Searching for that alien within

Imagine just how much it hurts

Searching for that alien within

Steady, let it hurt

I'm ready for a change on my own terms

I can drive so fast I can't cry anymore

Then melt like mercury onto the floor

If it's what I need then it's meant to be

If it's what I need then it's meant to be

Fell off the face of the earth

Searching for that alien within

Imagine just how much it hurts

Searching for that alien within

Fell off the face of the earth

Searching for that alien within

Imagine just how much it hurts

Searching for that alien within