Haven't been myself for awhile now

All my thoughts are haunting me

Can't shake the pain I'm always lying

Can't the lord just set me free

I told myself to close that door but I'm lying right here on the kitchen floor

I hope I get over myself stop trying to be like everyone else

Jealousy is taking over me

No matter what I do it won't leave

My heart is burning, my anger is concerning, I'm sure as hell not learning

Because wanting it all can be my downfall

Reality can feel like a tragedy

I'll do whatever to put my at ease

I got problems, but I got faith

It should be helping me get through all of my days

I told myself to close that door but I'm lying right here on the kitchen floor

I hope I get over myself stop trying to be like everyone else

Jealousy is taking over me

No matter what I do it won't leave

My heart is burning, my anger is concerning, I'm sure as hell not learning

Because wanting it all can be my downfall

Jealousy is taking over me

No matter what I do it won't leave

My heart is burning, my anger is concerning, I'm sure as hell not learning

Because wanting it all can be my downfall

Because wanting it all can be my downfall