HIDE THE PAIN

Why is it so hard to leave

If I stay it don't feel good

Momma are you proud of me

Moved out of the neighborhood

I just wanna say some things that I don't wanna feel

Grown to love the fantasy my mind slowly reveals

In my brain baby you controlling me

You don't know my pain my life is never what it seems

Grown up by myself I need the - company

Hate when I wake up because I feel like an atrocity

I was raised to be friends with confusion

Neva understand what people doin

Seems like common sense when I hear others say it

But in my head I've been blinded by delusion

My release the music

Yuh, If I make it you won't be a part of me

Distance separates us turnin love into a memory

Stuck inside a void but I've been searching for a remedy

I've been frowning for so long I can't remember smiling

Hide the pain, Hide the pain

Hide the pain, Hide the pain

Hide the pain, Hide the pain

Why is it so hard to leave

If I stay it don't feel good

Momma are you proud of me

Moved out of the neighborhood

I just wanna say some things that I don't wanna feel

Grown to love the fantasy my mind slowly reveals

Hopeless for a long time

Lowkey doing better

Many bad influences who folded under pressure

Had to let em go and now I'm lonelier than ever

That's the process of this world nobody's in your life forever

Yeah I know

Know it's hard to wake up

Know it's hard to breathe

You don't need that makeup

But you need all of me

Girl we cannot break up

You're everything I need

Know I need you baby

But all of this a dream

Why is it so hard to leave

If I stay it don't feel good

Momma are you proud of me