HEATHEN

This shit is gonna send me off the deep end

I'm struggling to give myself a reason

Sick and tired of this heart I have to defend

Used to believe in somethin' now I'm just a heathen

Pen in my hand now

Need to stick to the plan now

Need to come to grips with the fact, that this who I am now

Lost a brother, lost many, so I wanna put man down

Ride to your block all on my ones and dont stop til you get ran down

But that was the older me

Now i'm a different beast

But I struggle to find my peace

So I write over saddened beats

My heart found home, but I miss the streets

I know how to hustle and beef, and I know how to move discreet

But I struggle to cuddle, yeah, and I struggle to feel complete

In my mind, we play for keeps

What the devil sows, the devil reaps

Now Im a demon hidden in smoke

You saw his red eyes as it awoke

And even tho - salvation's close

There's still red eyes - inside my cloak

A burning fire - in my throat

My sanity died and I turned ghost

This shit is gonna send me off the deep end

I'm struggling to give myself a reason

Sick and tired of this heart I have to defend

Used to believe in somethin' now I'm just a heathen

This shit is gonna send me off the deep end

I'm struggling to give myself a reason

Sick and tired of this heart I have to defend

Used to believe in somethin' now I'm just a heathen