Surviving You (Audiotree Live)

Righteous indignation

I hear the shrill of the past yelling, telling me to

Run fast ahead

He wants me to tread light and stay tender

But I'm a jagged hand

I learned from you, how to leave, how to fight hard

How to pull apart and push away

Waving through a closed window waiting to be

Mirrored back, refract the light left on

My palm pressed to the glass I

Feel it cut through

Homesick

Homesick

Homesick

Watching the fog lift and the smoke drift through the morning now

How you hurt us to feel stronger

In the wrong, doing the wrong

Smoldering as the rage lingers longer

There's nothing more to give toward forgiveness

When there is no willingness to understand

I stand clearer now

Seeing how

It's always been

I'll never win

In the end

It's a bending it's a breaking

Down

Palm pressed to the glass

I feel it cut through

Homesick

Homesick

Homesick

Homesick

I know the fury of the throat and the swallowing

Tear the teeth out

As the lies fill the mouth drowning in sound

Spit the blood out

Surviving you

Cheek pressed to the glass

I feel it cut through

Homesick

Homesick

Homesick