The old I get the more restless I get

And when do I get to start settling down

The nights I’ll remember, the days I’ll forget

How many more ‘til the ground

How many more ‘til the ground

There’s a hole in my pocket that keeps getting bigger

I’ve lost all I’ve earned from last night to last winter

And I can’t hold on to the gifts I’ve been given

Will all that I’ve lost be found

Will all that I’ve lost be found

It’s hotter than hell outside

So why am I shaking

Why am I crying

It’s been years since the girl in the mirror looked well and alive

And some mornings I don’t want to lie to you

Some mornings I don’t want to lie

But the truth is I’ve never been anywhere further from fine

I have felt guilt since the day I came out

When you burned up my name with your anger and doubt

When I was a kid I could handle a crowd

But I didn’t know what I know now

I didn’t know what I know now

The old I get the more restless I get

And when do I get to start settling down

The nights I’ll remember, the days I’ll forget

How many more ‘til the ground

How many more ‘til the ground

It’s hotter than hell outside

So why am I shaking

Why am I crying

It’s been years since the girl in the mirror looked well and alive

And some mornings I don’t want to lie to you

Some mornings I don’t want to lie

But the truth is I’ve never been anywhere further from fine

And the truth is I’ve never been anywhere further from fine