Not Ready

I apologize

For wasting all your time

I thought I could give you everything

Without my life

But I was wrong

And I need you to know that

I'm not ready

I'm too damaged

Ooh I

You don't want me

I can't manage that at all

Yeah yeah

Just gon' let me know

I need you now

And I won't let you down

I won't let you

I can't take it

I been on a mission to evade myself

But it doesn't work

The way I want it to

Then I go berserk

And nobody can rule

Over any actions

I'm unstable and I know it

Yeah yeah

Goal is different than it was

Pulled the rug

Was having none of this

I was really shocked

Look at writing on the wall

I should've known

Should've known

That you're not really there

I apologize

For wasting all your time

I thought I could give you everything

Without my life

But I was wrong

And I need you to know that

I'm not ready

I'm too damaged

Ooh I

You don't want me

I can't manage that at all

Yeah yeah

I don't know what you want from me

Can't believe it's us

No longer can I trust you with my heart

Where do I start

Where do I start

Can it be the drugs

Could it be the leaf

I'll just put on my coat and leave

Love is a bust

Love can't be for us

I apologize

For wasting all your time

I thought I could give you everything

Without my life

But I was wrong

And I need you to know that

I'm not ready

I'm too damaged

Ooh I

You don't want me

I can't manage that at all