Mental State

Likhta hun me panno me koi asliyat me sunta nahi

Aassan hoti zindagi toh nasho ko mein chuta nahi

Asaani se mein bol deta mein toh ek dum theek hun me

Asal me kya chal rha hai ye khud hi khudko pata nahi

Andhera meri zindagi mein badta ja rha hai

Zimmedariyo ke tale ladke dhasta ja rha hai

Kafan mange ladka tum ab kafan lakar dedo

Woh toh thak chuka hai jeekar ab woh Marta ja rha hai

Aassan kesi zindagi jab Khushi ka theekana nahi hai

Khushi milti peso se toh pesa bhi kamana nahi hai

Kesa hai yeh pesa jab gareeb ko niwala nahi hai

Peso ko tum rakho mujhe haq kisi ka khana nahi hai

Mental health hi theek nahi hai bolu kisko baatein sari

Dhoke mile rishton me toh khati unki yadein sari

Toota hun me rishton mein toh baat mujhe samjh aari

Koi kiska saga nahi hai maa hi hoti sabse pyaari

Dekha mene logo ko aur dekhi mene dunyadari

Ladka hun mein Ghar toh fir sir per mere zimmedari

Bakta hun me aaker toh tum kehte isko kalakaari

Bolona tum mujhe aur mein kitni karu adakaari

Dil mera toota toh fir tode sare rishte bhi

Kal tak mere sath thi ab sath mere dikhti ni

Manga mene pyaar tha aur tune jana bheek dedi

Kesi hoti auratein ye tune mujhe sikh dedi

Dar chuka pura jana me toh tere baad se

Umar meri choti thi per dekhe kafi hadse

Kesi ye insaniyat aur kese inke rabtey

Jab khatra hai insan ko hi mehez ek insan se

Ek sunsaan si shaam aati hai

Jane kya sath lati hai

Meri tarah iska dil dukha hai shayad

Jab bhi aati hai udaas hi aati hai

Shukriya hai khuda tune dedi kala hath mein

Woh aaye kabhi nazar nahi jo kehte mere sath the

Is zindagi me chahat ni ab zindagi ko jeene ki

Maar dala waqt ne bachpan ke jo bhi khwab the

20 saal umar meri zindagi tamasha lage

Maa ko chorda satane fir khudko hi satane lage

Bachpan esa gya ki ab gumo ko chupane lage

Roleta hun tanha taaki maa ko bhi pata na lage

Koi mera saga nhi ye baat mein ni janta tha

Jo bhi mile pyaar se mein usko apna manta tha

Jisko bola bhai woh toh bhai bas ek naam ka tha

Mentally me stable nhi aur jism mera kanpta tha

Raatein tumne dekhi nahi jin raaton ko mein jagta tha

Baatein tumne suni nahi jin baaton se mein bhagta tha

Dekhe mujhe khushi me ye khwab meri maa ka tha

Toota tha woh khwaab jab mein nase apni kaatra tha

Khushi ni naseeb me maa gumo ko mein banta hai

Kese dekhu khudko jab na sheeshe se koi waasta hai

Chala hun mein safar aur mushkil bada rasta hai

Ladka tab bhi kanpta tha ladka ab bhi kanpta hai

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