shot in the dark (freestyle)

Need you to be there for me

My heart is froze cold world biofreeze

You take all the pain away like Aleve

Wrapped around my arm I ain't talking no sleeve

Smiling at the bank definition of cheese

Running on fumes but I do this with E's

You always there for the things I achieve

Prayed every day had to make em believe

Take a bite from the flow, hoping one day to grow

Food for thought but it's not edible

They be feeding you lies, and you eat em every time

Lies you bought are indigestible

You live and learn battle scars that I've earned

What life taught me is not testable

Our paths will conjoin and we'll meet at some point

On the dot just like a decimal

Let's crunch the numbers

You mind your business cuz yours going under

God is my witness that I am boy wonder

Only in fitness when you in the summer

We not getting younger,

Time will someday conquer

Strike you down you see the light hear the thunder

Eating on this beat just to fight against hunger

You would not believe the life that I come from

Rain days make you ponder

Gotta watch out for these fakers

No blind spot indicator

Trust your instincts they might save ya

Watchful eye locked on the neighbors

Be the ones close who betray ya

Paranoid is how they portray us

Mentally I'm armed and dangerous

And I'm sticking up

For what I believe in don't ever think once that I might give it up

Cuz me just achieving this state of mind is all that I'm thinking of

They won't take my consciousness

The devil's anonymous

Are you someone I can trust

Haven't I done enough to earn that

If you burn me then you get burned back

I'm sorry but the streets taught me that

High road always a one way track

Fake love they show please drop the act

I know we together but are we intact

Should I watch my back

If you turn your back on me

Gotta question I need to ask you only

A room full of energy, you know I'm trying to detect all my enemies

Keeping them close like they really a friend of me

Then expose them for something they pretend to be ah

She showing some intimacy

But don't really know if she truly into me

Or she got a agenda that's hidden from me

Baby don't shy away from your tendencies aw nawl

Girl please don't ever depart from me first

Even that thought alone my heart just hurts

Don't wanna leave first for you that's worse

Forever together far beyond this earth

You Fallin for me pray that you never Leave

Winter is cold my heart will never Freeze

It Springs for you until you feel the Breeze

Heart burns like the Summer Degrees

Life passes by in a flash but to you it's like amnesia

But I stayed awake through all of it, felt all of it, no anesthesia

So I put all my chips in, betting on you

If you shoot for the stars then you land on the moon

Know it sounds cliche but it really is true

Game of tug of war, pull through

I get you looney to all of my tunes

This real life girl not a cartoon

It feels psychedelic but not talking shrooms

I feel like Kid Cudi the man on the moon

You ain't running the streets if you keep running back

Streets run you over like a running back

If you too far gone ain't no coming back

Trying so hard to put your city on the map

You gotta find a way

To make out the streets it's world war 3

You gotta make another great escape

Depending on me to set you free

But I don't really got the time of day

It's like you gotta backwards mind of state

I meant state of mind oops that's my mistake

See you rubbin' off me hoping I decay

Never had a lot but I'm tryna get mo

Somethings in life are beyond my control

Grasping at straws and I will not let go

Nah, why

Cuz where I'm from we all must have some hope

A shot in the dark ain't the only gun smoke

Write your own story or that's all she wrote

Blah Blah

I'm tryna give you the whole runaround

Cuz they might gun you down

When you runaround town

Don't keep your windows down

Get them things tinted now

Don't need any additional attention

Don't need a mention cuz I'm not really into clout yeah

I'm somewhere in the clouds yeah