It started with this nightmare

Suddenly i felt cought but free

My tormentors from the past chase me ruthless

I am sleepless

I am restless

I am helpless and in pain

I can no longer hide these Darkness

I'm confused about myself

Sometimes I wish I could forget

cause I can't bear whats inside me

I built a fairy tale of lies

There are stories that bring tears to my eyes

Cannot escape the Demons in me

It feels like i'm possessed

I cant seperate love from abuse

I can no longer hide these Darkness

I'm confused about myself

Sometimes I wish I could forget

Cause I can't bear whats inside me

My soul and my pride are broken

Don't understand why i want to hurt myself like this

I wish I could forget

I don't want to be like that but it is inside

Inside, inside, inside, inside Inside, inside, its inside, inside