I'm So Scared

What comes next? I did not prepare for this

I never think ahead, close my eyes, let down instead

Look at me now, aren't you so proud?

I know who you are, I think about it all the time

You're so scared for me now

I'm so scared too

You gave me everything

And I gave you nothing

The grass was never greener on either side

The day you changed was when I died

Dreams for me that only you could see

But I always want so much more, never satisfied for sure

You let go and I wish you'd stay

There's so much I have left to say

Now you're gone and I'm okay, okay, oh

You're so scared for me now

I'm so scared too

You gave me everything

And I gave you nothing

The grass was never greener on either side

The day you changed was when I died

I will always remember

What you said when I messed up

And you'll always, you'll always remember

What I said when you gave up

You gave me everything

And I gave you nothing

The grass was never greener on either side

Can I please come home tonight?