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Cleansing the soul is not the cleanest

Frustrated and weakened

I breathe deep and begin again

Ego and pride, sex on the mind, life lived besides lies

Of these I’m not innocent

Release and give into it, peace seeking with instruments

Hey

This is not the fuck for you

Act tough when we meet? Believe I’m sticking a fork through

Cooked to perfection, my pen Michelin I should warn you

I’m back on the run, back in the states

Big Serb, I’m trying to keep off the weight

With all this good wine, no telling how long it takes

Customs got a bottle I took a L at the gate

It’s a far cry from wrapping my house windows and hovering by the oven in winter when it would get cold

My mom liked to say some folks lived in fishbowl

Everything they had was provided

That’s not an insult though

Child hood dreams coming true, spectacular

Crazy how hardship shapes you like a parabola

Blessed to remain standing up after all of the damages

Tell me who else do you know like this?

Who else in the scene plays a role like this?

I mean

Even I don’t know which show I fit

But if I ain’t on your list or in to your top picks, than you better act quick like fluoride rinse

I prove em wrong every time and watch the claims change

They posting pics to tilt truth that’s a framed hang

Watching what folks do for views taught me fames strange

Don’t need to validate to know the value my name brings

And I’m a made king

Said I’m a made king

Don't find yourself alone tonight

Don't find yourself alone

Don't find yourself alone tonight

Don't find yourself alone

Don't find yourself alone tonight

Don't find yourself alone

Don't find yourself alone tonight

Don't

No

Little night cap with the lights low

Quiet cause the neighbors sleep

But it’s like the best time to write though

The best lines I write go

Something nonfiction

Diary effect

Diarrhea words

Spill em on the track

Homies like

“What you gotta do to take it farther”

They don’t understand I’m working

On myself to deal with stardom

But regardless

It’s better than the days when I was starving

And then same folks

Was debating if they’d stay or they’d unfollow

My social meter lowers

I know It’s all perspective

I’m tested with

Seeing my peers travel in Teslas

Rings and a couple figures

I’m in a different space

I hope my girl know I’m committed

But if these singles get a ring

And go diamond

I’m trying but the lifestyle in an hour glass

Sometimes I question if she watching time

And the last sand hit the surface

And she wonder if the last of sink of time was worth it

And she disperse

So I glide free through the nights in my notes apps

I see the stage, lights, camera, even actions post rap

I’m been acting like patience ain’t effect me

These payments ain’t be fast enough

And that’s a road to wrestling

With stresses

Greys in my beard form and fit like Tetris

Gracious that’s my time near

Feeling like an exit from purgatory

I link with Dave and it’s almost like we merging stories

Duo duplex

In due time

These dues paid

This duo do flex

It’s New days

And new ways to do something fresh

The best bet looking like we

Dizzy off the spins

Doing deals high speed

On the spectrum of successes

My light don’t shine like those

I can’t dim it

I can’t watch time

I just thrive in minutes that I’m benefited

The doubt that roomed in my mind always been evicted