Room Full of Elephants

I had to put a little confidence in myself

I had the right to cut out the people that left oh

I been resistant against shit I had to let go

Or be stuck in the roots that I know wont let grow

Started putting on upping levels for best flow

Staying humble still gettin shit off my chest bro

Moving lonely still throwing up for the set though

Moving lonely still

I don’t expect for anyone living to understand

What it took to overcome the fear of becoming a man

What it took to look and run away from the devil and sin

What it took to not follow the path of these devilish men oh

I’m taking pride in staying true myself and doing it good I’m doing well I’m doing it with no other help and I’m doing it good I’m doing it

I’m depressed depressed depressed depressed I

Feel the stress feel the stress I feel the stress feel the stress I’m

I’m depressed depressed depressed depressed I

So what’s next what’s next I so what next what’s next I

The physical pain in my spine is in need of a surgery

The pen to the pad is the only thing curing me currently

But really its deeper than physical pain thats been hurting me

I cant let the thought of the trauma haunt my soul eternally

I’m letting the thoughts of the trauma haunt my soul eternally

I’m Watching my momma get old got me living a little nervously

The thought of my mama got me moving with certain urgency

Hurry up working to get her right for of all of eternity

The lack of time has got me feeling conflicted on where I should focus my energy ain’t fully convinced that I’m aiming this brain in the right direction

Fully convicted I’m truly relentless I cant stop I’m truly addicted

Can’t stop can’t stop man I’m truly addicted

I can’t stop can’t stop man I’m truly addicted

I can’t stop can’t stop man I’m truly addicted

I can’t stop can’t stop man I’m truly addicted I

I done caught fire

I done caught fire

I done caught fire

I done caught fire

I done caught fire

I done caught fire

I done caught fire

I done caught fire

I’m depressed depressed depressed depressed I

Feel the stress feel the stress I feel the stress feel the stress I’m

I’m depressed depressed depressed depressed I

So what’s next what’s next I so what next what’s next I

Hesitant to face it is it really that relevant

It’s getting hard to keep ignoring room full of elephants

It’s getting hard to bulletproof my mental state close mouths don’t eat so I Speak up then rinse my plate

Then rinse my mind and cleanse my soul I wipe the slate

I praise the lord to strengthen my faith

I pray to God allow my faith to reach a place where I feel peace where I feel good where I feel safe

Safe like when I was a kid

I ain’t used to overthink but looking back yeah I did

I would always look at life and think it is what it is

But shit it ain’t what needed it to be yeah

I pleaded to be

Given more chance than was given to me

But whats given to you is all that you need

My parents planted the seed my parents gave me a chance

Now that the world in my hand watch it go and happen for me

Goin higher higher higher higher high

I feel like I might be losing sight

Higher higher higher higher high

Going insane I might just lose my mind

I’m depressed depressed depressed depressed I

Feel the stress feel the stress I feel the stress feel the stress I’m

I’m depressed depressed depressed depressed yeah

So what’s next what’s next yeah so what next what’s next I