Will to Give

I thought you weren't contagious, I thought I owned my inner-self

You offer, now I forget the reason I can't have

As you try hard to please me, this need turns to greed down inside

I touch the hand of my sickness and feel my faith divide

If I said I would, would you care?

Would you take me there?

And feed my desire with your will to give

A distant storm and the lightning strikes

The pouring rain feels warm tonight

The thunder echoes and the lesson begins

As one more time, you take me in

But I look back at you and think of all the things I should have said and done

But I can't talk, no, I can't talk

I try to hide myself from shame

And try to share the blame for

What I've done, what have I done?

Now I said I would, do you care

As you take me there?

I taste my first time and now I can't turn away

I lie to myself like a man

Trying to understand

As you change my life with your will to give

I see disgrace and it's looking back at me

Blame my desire for lies I live and breathe

Begin again, though the hardest part to take

Behind my eyes, you still remain

I thought you'd understand

When you took me there

The hardest part to take, you still remain

You still remain