Downing another can for the dopamine

Volume at 100 so i dont hear a thing

Shit-faced on straight GAD right now

Im too weary to figure me out

And too faint to say what it's 'bout

Hope you ain't come looking like a talent scout

I know you aint lookin for a nerd like me

Got too much on my plate

And when i aint

Its nerd shit

Like how i wanna make it

In this form of art

Like would you wanna place it?

In this room

Right next to me

Break downs

Cause what the fuck are we?

I put too much at stake

Suffering the consequences

I need a break from

Everyone, everything

Too much to hold and its crumbling

Played with ants

And i got bit

No, i dont wanna get intimate

Dont want someone who wants me for a frame

Nerd with a face, nah i dont think its "game"

Just wanna wipe the slate clean

Tired of all of my "decoding"

My god its all involuntary

I could dumb it down

But honestly its scary

And i dont want you to be frightened

My god i fucking hate my inhibition

Sometimes i just cant calm down

And every piece of emotion seeps out

I know damn well it'll happen

Couldn't try 'cause its a force of habit

Can you feel it breaking down?

I put too much at stake

Suffering the consequences

I need a break from

Everyone, everything

Too much to hold and its crumbling

Played with ants

And i got bit

No, i dont wanna get intimate

Dont want someone who wants me for a frame

Nerd with a face, nah i dont think its "game"