BEACON

Rest in heaven to my nephew

Rest in heaven to my pops

Rest in heaven to pastor j

And rest in heaven to my grandad

And all my loved ones in the past that

Aren't able to be here, who would've known

That I'll be reminiscing, having flash backs

Going way way back where it began, I know

I know, I know, I know

This life we live ain't what we thought it'll be, hold on

Memories hold on

All the good times are

What I keep to push on, push on cause I know

I know, I know, I know

Tonight won't be the same as it was before no more

As it was before no more

As it was before no more

I know they good in heaven but it still hurts

I hope these prayers obliterates the hurt dawg

Those should've, could've, would've only making things worst

I'm tryna understand but time is unpredictable

I'm healing from it and this pain making it visible

And narcotics I ain't taking cause that's criminal

I hold my head up high even when I'm miserable

They pity me but they ain't feeling what I'm feeling dawg

If I'm vulnerable around you, consider you close

If we swapped our situations, you'll know what I tote

If I don't look the greatest, you should know what I'm on

Going way way back where it began

Memories hold on

All the good times are

What I keep to push on, push on cause I know

I know, I know, I know

Tonight won't be the same as it was before no more

As it was before no more

As it was before no more