Paralyzed

Thought I'd be on my way getting paid

A million dollars to my name But here I am now

I pictured confidence that compliments

The list of my accomplishments Didn't work out

The life I thought

I'd have by now

I'm nowhere close

It's way too loud

Up in my head

I can't get out

I try again

I'm stuck somehow

Push and pull the tension is killing me

Self-imposed the pressure the misery

Holding on is holding me back

From what I want and what I don't have

I won't get out alive

I'm paralyzed

I'm paralyzed

Caught up in unrealistic expectations

Hostage in negotiations and never winning

How can I fake it till I make it if I'm

Suffocating pulse is racing Never ending

The life I thought

I'd have by now

I'm nowhere close

It's way too loud

Up in my head

I can't get out

I try again

I'm stuck somehow

Push and pull the tension is killing me Self-imposed

The pressure the misery Holding on is holding me back

From what I want and what I don't have I won't get out alive

I'm paralyzed

I'm paralyzed

I'm paralyzed

I'm paralyzed

Push and pull the tension is killing me

Yeah self-imposed pressure it's misery