Harbor Lawn

Losing my faith and that's okay

Numb away the pain, hope I don't wake up

Cover up face when I'm deep in shame

Feel I'm boutta break I need lighter days

Losing my faith and that's okay

Numb away the pain, hope I don't wake up

Cover up face when I'm deep in shame

Feel I'm boutta break I need lighter days

Tryna find a new beginning without losing purpose

Tryna find my way and fuck it maybe find my worth it's

It's getting harder everyday

But I look up at the sky and I thank god or whatever it is I pray to

Cost the apple of my eye for the inspiration

Fuck meditation need some noise in this bitch

Quote from the dopest artist I'd ever met

And now I'm screaming fuck it all and I ain't feeling regret

I'm done steady talking

The fact that I can't walk around without these people gawking

The fact that I can't leave my place

Without these demons taking space

And yes the smile on my face is still empty

Arnold with me lately so I know I'll get along through these hard and bumpy times

With a still face while I cover up with rhymes

Need a new place gotta run away and hide

Forgiving myself while I go and heal my pride

Losing my faith and that's okay

Numb away the pain, hope I dont wake up

Cover up face when I'm deep in shame

Feel I'm boutta break I need lighter days

Losing my faith and that's okay

Numb away the pain, hope I dont wake up

Cover up face when I'm deep in shame

Feel I'm boutta break I need lighter days

Searching for a purpose

Been finding peace in my focus

But I know that working been helping me feeling certain these days

I feel the struggle always coming so I'm looking both ways

Better leave me room when I resume

Cause this shit coming in waves

I feel the weight of all the people that I lost

You slowly creeping in the locks

You let me rock

My fucking door swinging

Why I can't leave

Without my lungs inhaling tree

It's like a mental fee and I can tell you

You the fucking reason

The way you told me "so long"

Hoping your name on my phone

I'll sit and leave you alone

I just hope that you listen

In my mind you are sewn

You stay the root of my songs

I feel your soul in my bones

Know your presence I'm missing

I'm having trouble with this part

Maybe cause I gotta go and ravel through my art

Maybe cause it's all the bullshit I am brining upon myself

I'm too self indebted to ask for help I'm

Losing my faith and that's okay

Numb away the pain, hope I don't wake up

Cover up face when I'm deep in shame

Feel I'm boutta break I need lighter days

Losing my faith and that's okay

Numb away the pain, hope I don't wake up

Cover up face when I'm deep in shame

Feel I'm boutta break I need lighter days