Letter To Agony

Oh, darling

I'm not doing so well

I'm so alone, I just wanna come home

My spirits, they finally fell

Girl, you know

I never feared death before

Out of the blue, I feel like I am walking through tunnels down to the door

Every day, I'm scared more and more

Personal power

I used to have so much

Yeah, I could move mountains and fight off the demons

But I lost my sense of touch

So lovesick

Worse than I ever knew

All of your sweet talk and fine lines that you walk

Are making me mad at you

And I wanna be mean to you

But it pains me to say that

'Cause I know it's not real

How can brain chemicals, small and so stupid

Completely change how I feel?

Connect the cable to my brain and rewrite

The last forty days and all of the toxic waste

Spewing from me tonight

I fear there's no end in sight

I love you so much it'll push you away

Push you away from me

And then I will hate, hate myself more

Than I do currently

My love's extreme

Oh, Lady Libra

Where's the balance now?

Both sides you see, but there's no more sides left to me

Let me just take my bow

No, I won't deny you

Though I wanted it all

But I played the angel who sits at the table

And won't ever take the fall

Like the ref who can't make the call

My sweet, sweetest sweetheart

With those honey bear eyes

I won't let my craziness hold back your happiness

And watch the years pass you by

You deserved a much better guy

Now I'm no longer scared to die

Just please bury me where you will be

Next to you for eternity

No, I'm no longer scared to die

I love you so much it'll push you away

Push you away from me

And then I will hate, hate myself more

Than I do currently

My love's extreme