I'll Be Missing You (feat. Hardknock)

Thinking of you every day

A soldier is what you raised

The one that will always say

No matter what I won't break

No more feeling martyrdom

I know your with me tho your gone

It hurts like hell seeing your farwell hit me so strong

Some days I feel incompetent

Some days I feel like shit

Like my energy is split and the conflict is hard to get a grip

My heart swells up from every drip

Eyes change like an eclipse

Thoughts running like sonic

Emotions ticking can't talk to defuse it only write but that still hurts like a bitch

Let me elaborate more

Doctor death is my restore

When I blow up like C-four

Or when I don't answer the door

Means no power in my core

Sad face, major Payne, let it all out bro

Remember scars show us where we've been

Don't dictate where we go

Your soldier out there and a soldier over here

And the best weapon you have is the one between your ears

Use it, whenever you feel down bad

Music and family is the best support to have

Especially when I deviate to from my path

I was so grateful to have you as my Dad

Cuz your blessings and lessons prevent me to collapse