Owe It To Myself

When I was reaching out you would hide on me

To turn around and have your girls spy on me

Make a fake account so you can keep an eye on me

Know you see me winning you should keep your eye on me

I was waiting for my turn like the DMV

Owe it to myself that's an I owe me

Made a business off my voice that's an LLC

Now I've been making hits like the MLB, yeah

Never really got my vision though

And I couldn't see your points like my vision low

Seems to me the hardest part of this is letting go

Memories of our forever that we'll never know

I was on both knees asking how to fix it

To years of feeling down but staying optimistic

Man I tried so many times I forgot the digit

Red flags looking back I guess it's hard to miss it

But still I start to miss it

If you ask me to my face I probably won't admit it

Really wish that we could talk because it's been a minute

But you don't have the time to talk

Like I need a metronome because my time is always off

And I'm afraid to say the wrong thing, I'm bound to set you off

Lately never took me serious you always brush me off

Then you try and spin it off make it something that it's not

Say you want a new me I guess it's what you got, yeah

Really tell you what the problem is

I'm just overtired I'm so sick of empty promises

Everything I say I'm finna do I put my heart in this

Lately everything like pulling teeth that's orthodontist

Talking all that hate but then go try and stay anonymous

And stab me in my back but didn't know that's where my armor is

Lately all these people energy just feeling ominous

Do it on my own man I don't really care how hard it is I put my heart in this, yeah

When I was reaching out you would hide on me

To turn around and have your girls spy on me

Make a fake account so you can keep an eye on me

Know you see me winning you should keep your eye on me

I was waiting for my turn like the DMV

Owe it to myself that's an I owe me

Made a business off my voice that's an LLC

Now I've been making hits like the MLB, yeah