Ashamed

Tell me sometimes does it feel the same

With all of my lies, baby I'm ashamed

That I can't let you know

Of the skeletons I know my closet saves

Wonder why I'm distant maybe I'm afraid

That I'm gone hurt you or myself

And even for my health, I'd let you go

No

Remembering that everyone in my life just moves along

You told me your secrets, you told me your lies

And I just can't say what I'm keeping inside of me

Keeping inside of me

You been hurt before, can't hurt you again

You someone I love, your my only friend and I

And I

Tell me sometimes does it feel the same

With all of my lies, baby I'm ashamed (Ooo)

That I can't let you know

That I'm struggling, fighting, and I'm filled with pain

And it ain't no prescribing all the drugs I take (baby I'm ashamed)

And that it fucks me up

Ooo

She tell me that I'm insane, smoking at a sick rate, knowing I can't think straight when I'm high

She telling me I'm two-faced, fell for me in two ways, got my ex girl wishing that I'd die

Cause I'm the type to break a shawty heart and find a new one

Manipulate a pretty face and say it's her fault

Oh my baggage probably weighing over two tons

And I struggle to admit I had enough drugs

Oh but I can't let you know about it

Still I move a couple mountains just to keep you smiling

Know I tend to let it ring just to keep you dialing

Think I probably made a bed I think I'ma die in

But can you

Tell me sometimes does it feel the same

With all of my lies, baby I'm ashamed

That I can't let you know

That I'm struggling, fighting, and I'm filled with pain

And it ain't no prescribing all the drugs I take (baby I'm ashamed)

And that it fucks me up

It fucks me up (it fucks me up)

Can't let you know (can't let you know)

It fucks me up (it fucks me up)

Can't let you know (can't let you know)

It fucks me up (it fucks me up)

Can't let you know (can't let you know)

It fucks me up (it fucks me up)

Can't let you know

Can't let you know ohh ohh