All the Same

I'm always overthinking

Only give in when I'm drinking

Almost say it when you hold me

But then something in my heart starts closing

You told your mom about me

You make it all look easy

I still haven't saved your number

Swore this time I wouldn't run but

I need you to reassure me that you'll be

With me in the present

When happy's in the past tense

What happens when it fades away

We're running out of pretty things to say

When it's easier to go than to stay

Will you choose to love me, I'm afraid

What happens when we're face to face

The only thing we see is our mistakes

When it's easier to go than to change

Will you choose to love me all the same?

Don't want dancing on the surface

Cause underneath I'm hurting

I'll push you til I'm undeserving

And you decide that I'm not worth it

I keep getting defensive

Now I'm passive and aggressive

Could put my pride aside, but won't let you see me cry

Find it safer to be self destructive

I need you to reassure me that you'll be

With me in the present

When happy's in the past tense

What happens when it fades away

We're running out of pretty things to say

When it's easier to go than to stay

Will you choose to love me, I'm afraid

What happens when we're face to face

The only thing we see is our mistakes

When it's easier to go than to change

Will you choose to love me all the same?

Know I'm too much

I'm hard to love

But don't give

Don't give this up

I'm too much (too much)

I'm hard to love (hard to love)

But don't give

Don't give this up

What happens when it fades away

I'm running out of pretty things to say

Will you choose to love me?

Will you choose to love me all the same?