By Myself

Nah, uh, nightmares, yeah

If you wanna talk to me

Yeah, uh, Southside, all night, yeah

Uhhh-uh, uhhh-uh, uhhh-uh

Yeah

I've been kickin' it by myself

I've been thinkin' 'bout nightmares

I've been thinkin' 'bout life ain't fair

I've been wipin' momma tears

Can't live my life in fear

Fuck a friend, I don't trust nobody

If I go, who got my mom?

Was just a lil' boy from the block

Now I got bigger problems than I thought

I seen bitch died the other week

And found out my dad died this morning

So many memories, made you proud of me

Yeah, I came with no father figure, made you love me, yeah

Gotta live with the fact that you gone

I'ma take care of momma, fo' sho'

I don't care if I do it alone

'Cause I know I'ma die alone

Keep the gun by the back of the door

I've been going to sleep by the door

I've been keepin' that clip fully loaded

When I lost MJ, I was broken

I've been kickin' it by myself

I've been thinkin' 'bout nightmares

I've been thinkin' 'bout life ain't fair

I've been wipin' momma tears

Can't live my life in fear

Fuck a friend, I don't trust nobody

If I go, who got my mom?

I've been kickin' it by myself

I've been thinkin' 'bout nightmares

I've been thinkin' 'bout life ain't fair

I've been wipin' momma tears

Can't live my life in fear

Fuck a friend, I don't trust nobody

If I go, who got my mom?