Shadows In My Eyes (Freestyle)

Life is beauty like an ocean and I'm drownin'

I won't get to see you again

We were caught up in the motions

And now I feel sick again, baby

Shadows in my eyes from sunsets and rises

The drugs that we took all scattered to the wayside

Baby I can't take mine

Busy comin' down now I feel nothin' except the pains

Of the world they just surround me

I'm sorry, baby

But I'm how you found me

I get the same from the world and I still can't fix it

I'm stirrin' my syrup surreptitiously

Missin' vixens vicious, it's, my baby, no different now I need you

I need somethin' other than me

I'm runnin' toward you I'm runnin' from me

Dead baby lately

Well much as I can be

I just wanna be fine

I know that isn't much a goal

To wanna realize in life

Spinnin' wheels feel the tires

Errors on 'em watch 'em melt

I'm just hopin' you're alright, baby

I just hope you feel felt

I'm still here—you already know that about me

I love you so much

Took for granted all the times that I talked to you

What I'd give for just once

We run from truth just to know what it's like

To go through these pains must'a learned this stuff a hundred times

But it don't change that you don't know mine, baby

Everybody's diggin' in a coal mine, baby

I saw Baby I saw you, I'd stay waitin' after school

Fakin' lunches takin' punches achin' muscles strainin' for you

Love's stolen baby I don't even know if this's you

I'm walkin away

And it comes right back

Away, away

I waltz through the hallway sideways, I'm just try'na get by

I opened all the doors but I cannot see why—cuz I don't fit in 'em

Tiny little shits on the ground, I could trip on em

I'm just tryna get sick I'm just tryna stay grindin'

Save what I ain't findin'

My whole life's on a spiraled highway, I know you could see me comin'

I never tried you I never lied to you

I never kept it nothin but bumpin'

Baby say she with you—she will always have to lie to you

I tried, baby, I never decide what is true

Decide if we're through, it's up to you

I always love hard, ride too far, do too much, and know it

I'm try'na make a reason why life must always blow it

But life don't even know it

My enemies gloatin' I try, but I ain't copin'

I'm dying' unless I'm coked up I'm flyin', baby

I'm choked up the crazy don't quit

You're the same pseudo-brother that betrayed the friends, yeah

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