Won't Lose You

You're laying in our bed asleep right now

I just placed a kiss upon your brow

In this little moment my life is complete

The past and the future could never compete

I much prefer you laying in our bed

To the scene replaying in my head

They stuck you with needles then told me to leave

As the Propofol put you to sleep

I paced in the hall for what felt like a week

I won't lose you tonight

Not if my will to hold onto you tight

Has a say in this fight

I will stay here until you're alright

We waited nearly 1500 days

And oh my god was I ever amazed

They looked like angels but I couldn't stay

Til I knew that their mom was okay

In my head I had the darkest thoughts

Losing your blood, and man it was a lot

No chance in hell I could do this alone

Flashbacks to '06 on the phone

Come back and let's bring our two angels on home

I won't lose you tonight

Not if my will to hold onto you tight

Has a say in this fight

I will stay here until you're alright

We won't lose you tonight

Not with the sight of your daughters to pull you

Back into your life

Now you're a mother tonight

And for a while when l'd close my eyes

All I'd see was halogen and steel

But now I smile, I get butterflies

Pinch me so I know that this is real

I won't lose you tonight

Not if my will to hold onto you tight

Has a say in this fight

I will stay here until you're alright

I won't lose you tonight

Not if my will to hold onto you tight

Has a say in this fight

I will stay here until you're alright

We won't lose you tonight

Not with the sight of your daughters to pull you

Back into your life

Now you're a mother tonight