Figures.

4 letter word I don’t use, almost appeared

Back n forth in my head, let go the fear

Aware of surroundings, observing my peers

Guidance and wisdom, I had to push thru the tears

Embracing all that I am, flaws n all

Decisions I made, I had to fall

Every lesson I learned, apply to the call

More than you think, God is involved

Counting my blessings learn from the lessons

Scared how I look, learn to accept my reflection

Most think they know me, haven’t A clue how I’m tested

Give it to God, Had to accept the direction

Keeping it real, don’t handle everything right

Living and Growing, pushing for better in life

Im always willing, I gotta vision of Light

Dark for a minute, Got on my grind thru the plight

He gave me the vision, I had to figure it out

Life is a mission, I had to figure it out

Make a decision , I had to figure it out

Praying for wisdom, I had to figure it out

Staying active, Gotta avoid the distractions

No limit like Percy, staying a soldier with passion

Timing is vital, ppl around you stay passive

Bless em move on, Pro, I’m not reactive

Chatter the pattern let go of disasters

Turned down degrees, still I’m obtaining the master

No I’m not perfect, accept all the looks and laughter

We all mess, Give all that I am on a platter

 

Father accept, all that I am I’m forgiven

Question my worth, word it defeat what I’m thinking

Trials come and they go, so I gain wisdom

Eyes to sky, hope in the true and the living

Discover my capability thru all the fire

Push and I push, remaining inspired

I had to fight it’s survival, blessed but I’m tired

Give some encouragement, reaching for higher

He gave me the vision, I had to figure it out

Life is a mission, I had to figure it out

Make a decision , I had to figure it out

Praying for wisdom, I had to figure it out