(lucille)

And I'm falling in too deep

How could I just succeed?

When it's hatred that you seek

And I feel so incomplete

Never enough, tryna wipe my smile

While I'm in a rut as I clench my tightrope

Hope I don't fall 'cause it's unclear

If you wanna delete me or if it's fear

'Cause I traveled far away

In hopes that it'll change

But my heart beats all the same

And my chest feels out of place

(Whatever, they missed it so much)

(Just won't stop, it's getting worse, I tried forever)

(What's the matter?)

I tried forever

In hopes this shit would get better

I was down on my luck when I told you I'd never

Point the finger and fold under pressure

Hit on the chin, I'll take it, whatever

(Bleh, whatever)

(Bleh, whatever)

Hit on the chin, I'll take it, whatever

Turn water into, wine

I fear you wasted, time

In the end, I'll be alright

I know, I swear I tried forever

In hopes this shit would get better

I was down on my luck when I told you I'd never

Point the finger and fold under pressure

Hit on the chin, I'll take it, whatever

(Bleh, whatever)

(Bleh, whatever)

Hit on the chin, I'll take it, whatever

I do this shit, won't work

I'm stuck in place

It's all downhill from here

You watch as I just spiral

I can't look inside the mirror

And I traveled far away

In hopes that it'll change

My heart beats all the same

And my chest feels out of place

(Whatever)

(Lost my friends, I'm like whatever)

(I'm still waiting, like, whatever)

(Hope you know-)

(What's the matter?)

I tried forever

In hopes this shit would get better

I was down on my luck when I told you I'd never

Point the finger and fold under pressure

Hit on the chin, I'll take it, whatever

(Bleh, whatever)

(Bleh, whatever)

Hit on the chin, I'll take it, whatever

Turn water into, wine

I fear you wasted, time

In the end, I'll be alright

I know, I swear I tried forever

In hopes this shit would get better

I was down on my luck when I told you I'd never

Point the finger and fold under pressure

Hit on the chin, I'll take it, whatever

(Bleh, whatever)

(Bleh, whatever)

Hit on the chin, I'll take it, whatever

(What's the matter?)