You'd Never Understand It

Stop the bullshit

I got too much that's on my mind I'm bout to lose it

Honestly every day that pass me by I feel so useless

It's getting too hard to try to keep myself from drowning

I reached for the stars but I can't even touch the cloud yeah

I wanna be more than everything I am

Got me punching the floor because I missed my chances

I fucked up my life because the devil's who I danced with

I can't make it right no you don't get my circumstances

I wanna be more-more

than everything I am-am

Punching the floor-floor

because I missed my chances

I fucked up my life cause the devil's who I danced with

I can't make it right

You'd never understand it

I hate you Payton

Now I'm infected

Brain is to messy and that's the reason I'm rejected

It happened again still it hit harder than expected

Covered in sin like was this really your intentions

You moved on too fast it's like we're from different dimensions

Not part of my past cause you're not someone I'll remember

Sooner or later forget your name delete your pictures

I wanna be more than everything I am

Got me punching the floor because I missed my chances

I fucked up my life because the devil's who I danced with

I can't make it right no you don't get my circumstances

I wanna be more-more

than everything I am-am

Punching the floor-floor

because I missed my chances

I fucked up my life cause the devils who I danced with

I can't make it right

You'd never understand it