I thought of so many other things than you today

Held my head high, I'm so above all your childs play

And sure I got drunk and read our old texts

Can you blame me?

Oh I'm just girl who lives in retrospect

And yes, it's hard

To go on as if the world hasn't caved in overnight

Yes, I'm scarred

I'd rather keep the wound flowing red than let it turn to white

A keepsake, a namesake in the dirt

Your ashtray, a doomsday got me hurt

I won't stay your likeness isn't worth it anymore

(Hate's sweet and love's bitter)

(He had to leave me cause I'm no quitter)

I'll cast somebody new in my evening dreamscape

A new lead with your eyes but with the insides reshaped

And sure I got drunk and blew up your phone

Can you blame me?

Oh I'm stuck in a world that I've outgrown

And no longer know

Cause you'll never show

You'll never show

A keepsake, a namesake in the dirt

Your ashtray, a doomsday got me hurt

I won't stay your likeness isn't worth it

A rough night, a tough time in my head

A lifeline I still need has gone dead

I won't ask everything has been said

You don't want me you want what's mine

I want what's yours instead

I can't believe you lost your mind

You lost me in your head

I can't put back, I can't put down

The final words you said

I want them gone, take them back

Put them in your head

You don't want me you want what's mine

I want what's yours instead

I can't believe you lost your mind

You lost me in your head

I can't put back, I can't put down

The final words you said

I want them gone, take them back

Put them in your head

Hate's sweet and love's bitter

He had to leave me cause I'm no quitter

I carried the torch too long

Hands pressed on the trigger

I feel my resolve is getting thicker

And doomsday has been and gone