I was stumbling out of the blue

It was hard to find my way back to what I thought was safety, turns out I hate this

Someone told me that this would be easy

"Growing up won't be that freaky"

But here I am all alone, with no where to call home

I don't want to

Find out what's new

Change is what I'm used to

I just wanna dance all night

Maybe meet a girl I like

I automatically get so high on her lips like it's the first time

Feel her hand run up my thigh

Push away the fear, I won't lie

I don't wanna get caught, but I feel like myself for the first time

For the first time

I woke up one day and thought maybe

This would be like all the movies that I’d seen

The girl falls head first, but then wakes up from her dream

Not a shame its turned out quite differently

Wrapped in her arms is where I wanna stay

And spend the rest of my life, just alone with her gaze

I don’t want to

Find out how to

Let go of you

I just wanna dance all night

Maybe meet a girl I like

I automatically get so high on her lips like it's the first time

Feel her hand run up my thigh

Push away the fear, I won't lie

I don't wanna get caught, but I feel like myself for the first time

For the first time