I feel paralyzed

Nobody look me in my eyes

Feels like I'm gonna die

I'll wash my hands a million times

Yeah there's a reason why

It'll never get done on first try

Every intrusive thought's a lie

I think there is a loop

There's a loop inside my head

Yeah

I can't turn it off

Starts from the second I get out of my bed

My bed

Don't wanna manifest the wrong things

So when I get a thought I don't like I hold my breathing

So I don't give it meaning

If I see a certain thing

From the time of a certain fling

I won't touch it

I won't even nudge it

You can tell me that it's not real

But you don't know just how I feel

I'm not budging

I'm really not budging

I think there is a loop

There's a loop inside my head

Yeah

I can't turn it off

Starts from the second I get out of my bed

My bed