Ever since I was young I knew I wasn't normal but I could never place

Where I fit in or where to face in times of trouble so I kept my faith

Though to this end I was too young to

understand that it would be a mistake

To know now what I know I would of escaped

Abnormal yet normal on the face

Of things yet to come, to be placed in my fate

These feelings I can't mistake

My actions offend my life goal a sin but with no place to hide

I often let the mind be the guide of the descent I went

To like girly things and to be unlike the men I begin

My path of destruction that would lend to the end

Abnormal yet normal on the face

Of things yet to come, to be placed in my fate

These feelings I can't mistake

Wasn't new to me of to those around me that it was my thoughts to fend

To keep me in my place and within gods good grace, to cherish my faith

To be told my actions were wrong but given nothing to begin

A new path in life so left to continue in my sin

Abnormal yet normal on the face

Of things yet to come, to be placed in my fate

These feelings I can't mistake

Nowhere to hide, no way to fend

Out of options and out of friends

The demons that come to take control

Abnormal, now my true horror begins