I can’t really put my heart in this

I know how it ends, all that matters’ how I started it

Where do I begin when I know I’ll be discardin’ it

Sick and tired of lovin’, think I had enough of it

When does it all end, I’ve been sick and tired of runnin’ it

I don’t understand how she really see’s the fun in this

When she take my hand, I can’t really fall in love with it

Feel like I undid everything that I’ve been runnin’ with

When does it all end, I’ve been sick and tired of runnin’ it

Does it make me feel better, I just say I’m up or somethin’

Think I’m bein’ real, but I’m lying because nothin’ does

Live another day that I feel like I did nothin’ with

When does it all end, I’ve been sick and tired of runnin’ it

Took my heart when I thought you wouldn’t dare

Woulda stayed, but I thought you wouldn’t care

Every time I tried to fall back in love

Took a glance, but you always said I shouldn’t stare

Say I treat you wrong, I thought I was bein’ fair

Looked around for you held my doubts but you weren’t there

Anything left that mighta been spared, all your outbursts when you’re mad

Everything’s lost, everything’s gone, everything I ever thought we had

Nothin’ I need, nothin’ I want, all those pictures on the wall

I been here fallin’ out of love, I just want you to be calm

Hah, yeah it’s too much yellin’, I get it

Didn’t wanna make it weird, but thank god you went and said it

I don’t wanna try and save this, I think we should forget it

Everything gotta die someday, I say we let it

Know what the smokin’ and drinkin’ do, you know I’m still gonna think of you

Pacin’ around all alone, it’s so empty, there isn’t a thing to do

I wonder it all, I wonder if what I had done was really the best

I think about how much I wonder about you, maybe you think of me less

Maybe I need to forget her, but I think I never know what’s for the better

‘Cause every time I remember the time that we spent, it just felt like forever

The posts are being deleted, and the notes on the fridge are fadin’ out

Come on, baby I’m bleedin’, for the love of god just take it out

Took my heart when I thought you wouldn’t dare

Woulda stayed, but I thought you wouldn’t care

Every time I tried to fall back in love

Took a glance, but you always said I shouldn’t stare

Say I treat you wrong, I thought I was bein’ fair

Looked around for you held my doubts but you weren’t there

Took my heart when I- Took my

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Pictures on the

Took my heart when I thought you wouldn’t dare

Woulda stayed, but I thought you wouldn’t care

Held my tongue, I held my breath

Held you tight, I held you close, now I don’t know who I’ll hold next

It’s a cycle, I’m a psycho, it’s no wonder that you left

Say you’d rather not remember, but I’m quite hard to forget

Told my friends I made the choice, told my fam and they ain’t blame me

You just told your friends the truth, so it’s no wonder that they hate me

Pray to God that I can save this, been doin’ that more lately

But God made you so bitter, so who says that he can save me?

It’s lots of things I could’ve done to stay in love with you

But you’re not exempt from anything, you should’ve done them too

Now you’ve blocked me like a kid would do, now look at what’s left of us

Blame me for starting arguments, when I just want what’s best for us

I just want what’s best for us

You never wanted it as well, baby

I always knew you wouldn’t care

There’s room for both of us in hell, baby

I guess we’ll see each other there

Took my heart when I thought you wouldn’t dare

Woulda stayed, but I thought you wouldn’t care

Every time I tried to fall back in love

Took a glance, but you always said I shouldn’t stare

Say I treat you wrong, I thought I was bein’ fair

Looked around for you held my doubts but you weren’t there