I never got to say goodbye

I was looking for the perfect time

But that's the perfect alibi

For hiding the truth

Hiding from you

Down came the rain

And it poured

Washing all the blame that I hold in my hands

Down came the rain

And it stormed

Oh, putting out the fires that I set to myself

Down came the rain

Broken like a memory

Oh, my heart is just not how it used to be

I traded my sanity for things that I wanted, blinding the fantasy

It's just tearing up, turning me upside down

Came the rain

And it poured

Washing all the blame that I hold in my hands

Down came the rain

And it stormed

Putting out the fires that I set to myself

Oh, down came the rain

I wanna live again

I wanna

But I start a fire

And again and again and again and again