You're haunting my dreams every night

Seeing different versions of us

If we had stayed the same

Woke up with my shirt wet with grief

Waiting on a call

That never ever came

(since then)

I've begged to be released

From the curse you've damned on me

(since then)

I've begged to know

What it's like to be free

And I just wanna feel like myself again

But forgetting you feels like a sin after

I have worshipped your love in my prayers and

Now I'm cleansing your touch from my skin and taking down your photos

From the altars of my mind

Letting my love wander

Home to where it should reside

We're moving in different directions

I don't even know

How much of you I'd recognise

And maybe I'm scared to admit

That I might be-the one in the wrong

For leaving our past in your hands

But then come writing this song

And I just wanna feel like myself again

But forgetting you feels like a sin after

I have worshipped your love in my prayers and

Now I'm cleansing your touch from my skin and taking down your photos

From the altars of my mind

Letting my love wander

But I never meant to lose you like this

And I read through every page to reminisce

Filled with every thought of you

The ink has bled through

Every pore in me

But I never meant to leave you like that

And I linger on the memories we had

Filled with every thought of you